a personal log · May 2023 – Present

Déjà Vu Log

The pulse

Each spike is a moment that felt like it had already happened.

40moments
~1 /monthfor 3.2 years
136 dayslongest drought
18.7 hrsshortest gap
40%after 10 pm

The echoes

Four years stacked on one dial, January at the top; each dot is a moment placed at its calendar date. When dots line up on the same spoke, different years had déjà vu on the same day. It happened three times.

SEPT 23

2023 · 2:54 pmat home, at desk eating and watching league
2024 · 10:58 pmat home, at desk watching youtube

JULY 5

2024 · 1:29 amat home, at desk playing league
2026 · 10:14 pmat home, facetiming Annabell and she says she has to wait for spruha before getting ready

JULY 29

2025 · 4:02 pmInteralpen, eating lunch
2026 · 6:07 pmat the Interalpen, walking down the hall to the room with dadda, and a worker says hallo kinda late as we pass by

same date, same hotel — the Interalpen, one year apart

The hours

All forty moments on a 24-hour dial. The shaded wedge is the late shift — 16 of 40 landed between 10 pm and 4 am, when the mind loosens.

Mon · 4
Tue · 11
Wed · 9
Thu · 3
Fri · 5
Sat · 3
Sun · 5

It's usually Tuesday. 11 of 40.

The settings

Déjà vu is supposed to feel uncanny. The data says it is mostly domestic: 70% at home in SF, 40% at my desk — and 18 of 40 arrived mid-game.

Most déjà vus happen while playing games. League of Legends alone: 13 moments — the most déjà-vu-inducing activity known to this dataset.

The people

Twenty-four of the forty struck while alone — déjà vu mostly keeps its own company. These are the fourteen people who were there, or on the call, for the other sixteen.

Nick · 4
Annabell · 3
Simone · 3
Dadda · 2
David · 2
Ryan · 2
Trevor · 2
Chadam · 1
Jason · 1
John · 1
Josh · 1
Oma · 1
Opa · 1
Spruha · 1

Nick, four times — every one of them mid-game. Trevor and Ryan only ever appear together. All three of Annabell's are from 2026.

The exceptions

Twelve moments escaped San Francisco. Arcs leap farther for farther places — and two of them land on the exact same Austrian hotel, one calendar year apart.

  • home, NYJul 12 · 11:35 pm · Wed · 2023 — ny home, scraping plate into garbage (smell triggered)
  • home, NYNov 22 · 3:43 pm · Wed · 2023 — ny home, playing chess with jason and dadda walked in
  • home, NYJan 9 · 3:30 am · Tue · 2024 — ny home, playing league with nick
  • MunichAug 20 · 3:21 pm · Tue · 2024 — Munich, eating lunch in Bavarian restaurant
  • SalzburgAug 21 · 1:13 pm · Wed · 2024 — Salzburg, walking in train station
  • in uber to soccer with simoneOct 6 · 12:13 pm · Sun · 2024 — in uber to soccer with simone
  • arrived at opa's in connecticut and oma said merry christmas as we walked to go insideDec 24 · 6:32 pm · Tue · 2024 — arrived at opa's in connecticut and oma said merry christmas as we walked to go inside
  • at hot pot for David's bday discussing ordering food/drinksFeb 8 · 6:12 pm · Sat · 2025 — at hot pot for David's bday discussing ordering food/drinks
  • at dim sum in LA with chadam talking about wedding plansFeb 22 · 11:26 am · Sat · 2025 — at dim sum in LA with chadam talking about wedding plans
  • InteralpenJul 29 · 4:02 pm · Tue · 2025 — Interalpen, eating lunch talking about
  • at simone's house in coloradoMay 27 · 1:20 am · Wed · 2026 — at simone's house in colorado, sitting in bed plugging my phone in on nightstand and watching league on my laptop
  • at the InteralpenJul 29 · 6:07 pm · Wed · 2026 — at the Interalpen, walking down the hall to the room with dadda and pass by a worker and she says hallo kinda late as we pass by

The log, as written

The complete record, verbatim. Amber tags mark the calendar echoes — tap one to jump to its twin.

2023 — thirteen

  • May 23 · 11:34 am · Tueat home, at desk doing workhome, SFat desk
  • May 29 · 11:50 am · Monat home, washing disheshome, SF
  • Jun 13 · 6:34 pm · Tueat home, at desk doing work/watching valoranthome, SFat deskgaming
  • Jun 18 · 11:24 pm · Sunat home, at desk watching valoranthome, SFat deskgaming
  • Jun 29 · 6:54 pm · Thuat home, at desk playing valoranthome, SFat deskgaming
  • Jul 12 · 11:35 pm · Wedny home, scraping plate into garbage (smell triggered)home, NY
  • Aug 23 · 9:36 pm · Wedat home, at desk playing leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Aug 24 · 4:20 pm · Thuat home, at desk doing workhome, SFat desk
  • Sep 1 · 2:30 am · Friat home, at desk watching the yardhome, SFat desk
  • Sep 23 · 2:54 pm · Satat home, at desk eating and watching leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Sep 28 · 12:18 am · Thuat home, at desk playing leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Oct 17 · 6:30 pm · Tueat home, finding clothes for triviahome, SF
  • Nov 22 · 3:43 pm · Wedny home, playing chess with jason and dadda walked inhome, NYgaming

2024 — eleven

  • Jan 9 · 3:30 am · Tueny home, playing league with nickhome, NYgaming
  • Feb 16 · 5:20 pm · Friat home, playing wingspan with nick ryan and trevorhome, SFgaming
  • Jul 2 · 12:36 am · Tueat home, at desk watching youtubehome, SFat desk
  • Jul 3 · 1:31 am · Wedat home, at desk playing leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Jul 5 · 1:29 am · Friat home, at desk playing leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Jul 21 · 10:29 pm · Sunat home, at desk playing leaguehome, SFat deskgaming
  • Aug 20 · 3:21 pm · TueMunich, eating lunch in Bavarian restaurant
  • Aug 21 · 1:13 pm · WedSalzburg, walking in train station
  • Sep 23 · 10:58 pm · Monat home, at desk watching youtubehome, SFat desk
  • Oct 6 · 12:13 pm · Sunin uber to soccer with simone
  • Dec 24 · 6:32 pm · Tuearrived at opa's in connecticut and oma said merry christmas as we walked to go inside

2025 — nine

  • Feb 8 · 6:12 pm · Satat hot pot for David's bday discussing ordering food/drinks
  • Feb 22 · 11:26 am · Satat dim sum in LA with chadam talking about wedding plans
  • Mar 18 · 10:24 am · Tueat home in bed watching youtubehome, SF
  • Apr 23 · 9:56 pm · Wedat home, at desk playing league, david mentions having a ringing sound all gamehome, SFat deskgaming
  • May 2 · 2:10 am · Friat home, in bed watching LCKhome, SFgaming
  • Jul 29 · 4:02 pm · TueInteralpen, eating lunch talking about
  • Aug 31 · 7:16 pm · Sunat home, trevor cutting ryans hair simone and josh around as wellhome, SF
  • Sep 2 · 3:24 am · Tueat home, can't sleep so watching leaguehome, SFgaming
  • Oct 31 · 10:50 am · Friat home, at desk workinghome, SFat desk

2026 — seven

  • Jan 5 · 3:33 pm · Monat home, playing league with nick and johnhome, SFgaming
  • Feb 2 · 12:39 am · Monat home, playing league with nick pushing sidelane in a stomphome, SFgaming
  • May 27 · 1:20 am · Wedat simone's house in colorado, sitting in bed plugging my phone in on nightstand and watching league on my laptopgaming
  • Jun 10 · 9:30 pm · Wedat home, in bed Annabell talking about headhunters making a lot of moneyhome, SF
  • Jul 5 · 10:14 pm · Sunat home, facetiming Annabell and she says she has to wait for spruha before getting readyhome, SF
  • Jul 29 · 6:07 pm · Wedat the Interalpen, walking down the hall to the room with dadda and pass by a worker and she says hallo kinda late as we pass by
  • Aug 11 · 10:29 pm · Tueat home, about to bring my north beach gyros to the other side fridge while annabell takes a showerhome, SF